Fresh, green little leaves in society. Initiatives which make our society more thriving.
'Fresh', 'green' ways of organization and education.


April 22, 2018


Conquering the world and changing it,
I do not think it can succeed.
The world is a sacred vessel that cannot be changed.
He who changes it will destroy it.
He who seizes it will lose it.
So, among all things,
Some lead and some follow,
Some sigh and some pant,
Some are strong and some are weak,
Some overcome and some succumb.
Therefore the sage avoids extremity, excess, and extravagance.

Tao Te Ching, 29

April 19, 2018

I Thought I Knew

To hear and be

"I've come to this belief that, if you show me a woman who can sit with a man in his real vulnerability, in deep fear, and be with him in it, I will show you a woman who, A, has done her work and, B, does not derive her power from that man. 

And if you show me a man who can sit with a woman in deep struggle and vulnerability and not try to fix it, but just hear her and be with her and hold space for it, I'll show you a guy who's done his work and a man who doesn't derive his power from controlling and fixing everything." - Brene Brown

April 15, 2018



Hearing Silence


April 14, 2018

The ground, the basic

I'm so happy when my feet feel the earth. The sand, the mud, stones, little twigs, and even nettles.
Can I give myself a better treat than to walk barefeet when in parcs or woods? 
I think one's body need it.
I would say: don't wait till the perfect moment ( 'will do it when I'll be at the beach or whatever") and be not afraid what others might think.
Just do it:) (and I think it's better than running. And cheaper. No 'nike' or whatsoever needed - just your eyes and other senses to watch your steps).


..for another paradigm?
Don't think so.

It's interesting to dive more into it, what a paradigm is.

Speaking silently

Parrotting is the easy way (ideologies, theories, concepts, believes and so on), thinking by your own -independently-  is the less easy.
Talking truth (philosophy means 'the love of truth, life') can be done in silence, as action speak. 
So, your life speaks.. Daily life. 
Great post in my Facebook feed: read! 

Living with ready-made formulas? No! Me, never. In no way. It makes all my cells demonstrate. They are against it, deeply.
They want to Live.

April 09, 2018

Onlyness #2

'With belonging, you show up in the world more fully alive. With it, you feel safe enough to share an early notion, to explore that seemingly wild idea, and even take the risks to invent the future. So, before you can “Do Stuff”— dream and think stuff up, build or create stuff, act and react to stuff — we each need to belong.

And, that’s why it hurts so much when we “belong” to our organizations in a half soul kind of way, when the organizations we work at only see us by our title, or our rank, or our gender or our color. We want to be seen, and belong in a meaningful way… as ourselves. By our Onlyness. If there is one thing any leader can do to create more innovation, it’s to lead in such a way as to create belonging.'

(Nilofer Merchant)

I think it's belonging 'to yourself'. Not any group, other people, or an organization. 
To yourself, and 'the universe'. Than you can be alone. Without being lonely. And feel home.

April 07, 2018


Once I had a dream. A dream special to me.
I was standing in a half circle. With other women. Women wearing luxery things. I was wearing beautiful clothes, I remember. Qualitative. As I like that. Cashmere, I remember.
All women gave me the feeling they were being cared for.  By the same person. They all wore the things they liked.
And yes, the man to who we where looking at, in the front of the half circle said he cared for us. The all of us.

And I remember my feeling.
I walked away of it all.
I didn't want to be part of a group of women being cared for.
I didn't feel seen. Or understood. There was no real conversation, learning, dialogue, commune between the man and me.
I wasn't a group. I was somebody.
To him I wasn't somebody. I was 'part of'. Part of his target-group. His target was 'to do good'.
The man didn't had a face. I mean, his face wasn't visible in this dream.
The man without a face..

I felt like: 'I can make sure I have this clothes, just by myself.'
And went.

End of dream.

The dream worked as a methaphor for me.

We don't need somebody, or a concept, to be who we want to be, be where we want to be.
That isn't Life.
Life is having The Relation  more I will explain).
And by relating we defenitely need a face.

Models don't work.
There is no concept for Life.

Being cared for also doesn't work.
Self-care, and all what is related with that, works.
Standing on your own feet. Making things possible by your self, creating your unique own way.
To Live, so to say.

The small, uniquely path instead of something of a 'mass', eventough it would give 'care', 'shelter', 'luxery' (your 'dreams and wishes' made true). 

Worth it

Some people need to have a kick under their ass so hard that they'll fly to the moon. Or better Mars, so that they can start their own dumb society with crazy cultures overthere. Or, for the flat earthers betwee us: a kick under their ass that they'll fall from the edge and fly through at least 9 spheres. Far away.

But hmm, while having this thought, I see that such things won't ever work:)
Like sticking one of your children behind the wallpaper.
Like in a family, it's about living together, and find the way.
Difficult, burt worth it.

April 03, 2018

April 02, 2018

Good for me

I saw myself saying today:
'I want to work as beautiful possible. Good for me, good for all who are involved, and good for the earth.'
And afterwards I was thinking: when it's really, really good for me, than it's immediately also good for others and the world.

'Good for me'.
It looks so narsistic. isn't!
What's deep down, in all ways, good for me. 


A strong will is often been seen as something good and strong.
'He/she knows what he/she wants and will get what she want! He/she is really determined!'
I don't seem to have it a lot.
I strongly know, feel, what I don't want.

But for the rest, the little what I know I want, it isn't something clear, fixed.
Some words suits it: peace, clearity, health..for me, and in the overall.
But more?

No. My will seems to be replaced with a knowing what I not want, or how I not want it. 


Need to share this again (over and over).

Some writings you can't read and share often enough.

March 31, 2018

On the nature of Longing

Thank you again, Morten.

Again such a good read


Some people with a very activistic attidude (read 'attitude', not 'being') demand that we shouldn't celebrate our very life. Why? Because other people are starving, suffering.

In my eyes, this is crooked.

That other people are suffering comes from wrong way of livings, I mean, we as a whole. Wrong way of economics, etcetera. All very entangled.

If something is wrong doesn't say we shouldn't Live like we'all are supposed to live: happily. Enjoying and celebrating Life. Without conflicts, in (inner) peace.

Feeling responsible. Yes. But feeling guilty and bad, and fromout that acting activistic, without celebration of the Moment. No.

-celebration; in my eyes the very thing what makes us do things better. It doesn't mean the shallow happiness many people choose for (and then go for pleasure/entertainment). No. The profound happiness. Deep as can be. The Real.)